u are in my thoughts more often than u think u are...
okie i am here to do a quick random post because i am famished now! hmmmmm life has been boring cox all of us are spending most of our time preparing for cts right? we must all remain optimistic cox it will be over really sooN!!! then we can all see each other and enjoy ourselves! YAY!!!! i am sooooo looking forward to it! lalala~ it's really a short entry because i have nth to write about... anyway, JIAYOU for this last week!!! :)
love and missing everyone,
*bin
haha oh no the blog is dying!! cannnoooot!!! argh...so how's everyone's mugging been (same old question again)!! hehe...i've not been like v productive, much better than 1st or 2nd week, BUT STILL!! haiya i cannot wait for hols to end, not bec i want to take cts soon, but it's coz i'm dying from being mostly alone at home! haha then i'll go to sch, which is much better coz there're pple (u noe at least CIVILIZATION) ard, as compared to staring at the four white walls in my house and the occasional passing lizard...haha but then! the sch lib is like starting to get crowded, with pple mugging and mugging...haha
haiz i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored...oops i just said it 3 times...oh oh haha! but of coz sth juicy's happening to deb aka ouou rite!!! tsk tsk!! hehe eh our predictions came true!! in fact, it's much earlier than our predictions!! (kwa u can ask me for nice details of wad i'm talking abt!!) haha oh no, ouou's gonna kill me, i'm so BBC...ahh but then again, all these nice little juicy stuff can only be told between the few of us! =)
ok la i dunno wad i'm talking abt anymore...it's really depressing when the sky's so dark outside, and then i'm alone at home (attempting to) study...haiz...
good luck pple!! dunno when we can meet for a dinner leh!! =)
as always,
-tyz-
ahh i feel so guilty! just came online for the first time in days and realised the sudden barrage of entries..i know this is kind of late but i really really hope u are feeling better kwa!!! cheer up..i don't think theres anything i can do to make u feel better at all..but to me u will always be a star player..
hmm..the past few days have really made me guilty..last week i planned such a nice study plan for the hols but i nv really quite got down to following it..and now im a few days behind schedule.. (though i do go jogging HAHA TYZ)..i don't noe why but there seems to be sth terribly wrong with my concentration span..my mind just keeps wandering off even though im staring at the pages..or i stop to play with the clock, do some doodling, or simply daydream..and im experiencing this funny phenomenon that i got during the mugging period for the Os: a lot of old old memories come flooding back to me when i try to study..it sounds ridiculous but its as though my brain is trying to release some memories so that it can withold more information..its proving to be a real distraction though and as the time slips by quickly without my realising i think im going to be seized by some panic attack again..
haha i dun mind meeting upto destress!! but why the beach!!! hahah for unsporty boring outdoor hating me its one of the places i dread most! haha but if u all want to im ok with it..yah my last paper is on 4 july and kwa too, cos its a physics paper. HAIZ..:(
missing u all
oeh
hey kwa! hope u're feeling better...if i were u i think i'd probably quit the whole competition...is it ending already? ya but how can the coach tell u he wants u in and yet make u sit on the bench!! that's v irresponsible of him...
how's everyone's hols been? mine's mostly been stoning and slacking at home...like for the whole morning i was supposed to study and yet just wasted time reading the papers, listening to music and coming online...haiz! i've been on the SAME econs topic since the start of the hols! and i feel so useless at home...argghh...i noe it sounds really stupid, but i can't wait for hols to be over, so at least i'll be prompted/have to do work in sch, and so won't feel so fei4 wu4 moping around at home...ahh well perhaps i shd go to the sch lib one of these days, and when i see all the rj pple mugging like mad i'll prob feel stressed and start mugging a bit too...haiz...haha sorry for that rant...i know bin has some guitar camp, deb is at some sec sch camp with *AHEM* haha! and steph is at that camp too...and kwa u still having milo cup? and i noe oeh's been mugging hard AND RUNNING A LOT TOO coz she's gonna take 2.4km again!! haha ahhhhhhh i really feel VERY USELESS OMG...ok ok MUST MUST MUST MUST STUDY!! argghh...or else i'll get that same feeling after every long holiday, that i didn't put my time to good use, and didn't achieve anything academically or socially or whatever...
haiz...oh and in the midst of everyone's mugging and busy activities, do u all fancy a day out at the beach or sth? so we can all get nice tans (haha ya like real) or just sit there and relax and talk...but if u all really really hard-pressed for time then its ok la...haha and i just realised there's a school holiday on 3 july (the week after cts) though not for oeh coz u still have a paper the following tue rite! how bout kwa? haaha haiyo...anyway enjoy and rest as much as u all can, coz this is our LAST hol before the long haul and final push for our end-of-yr exams!!!
hope u all didn't die of boredom reading this entry :)
as always,
tyz-
empty words
harlow everybody! sorry i'm gonna start complaining here again!
i'm irritated, disappointed, angry.. i dunno wad else.. had comp today, 2nd of e 4 games in e preliminary round. we lost e first one, basically meaning that we can't afford to lose anymore if we wanna go to e next round.. we won today, so i shld b happy.. but i think i can selfishly say for now that i really may not mind if we don't get into e next round. it'll save me a lot of time which i can spend wif frens or mugging, a lot of mental strength that i'm def in need of to concentrate whenever i do study..
well, i think nothing upset me more today then e fact dat i didn't get to play.. usually i wouldn't have minded, after all, u shld all know i'm kind of used to dat situation after nationals. but i thot things wld be different here, e team isn't so "star-player"-based here.. mayb it was some sort of punishment for e mistakes i made in e previous game, stupid things like letting e ball slip thru my fingers once, seriously, i didn't ask for sweaty hands.. ok, but dat's besides e problem. so i told myself, e whole of today, even while trying really hard to concentrate on studying during e afternoon, that today, i won't screw up, i'll contribute to e score, i'll prove wateva little i may stand for. but u didn't even give me a freaking chance. on top of that, i rmbered u said before e start of season that "we have to have discipline cos we're under a uniform organization, so if anyone is late, no matter how impt e match is, even if u're e star player, u won't get to play that match." at first, i was impressed, i thot it was hard for a coach expected to produce results to say something so morally correct, so justified, something so hard to put into actions. but i'm no longer impressed, they were merely i string of words. so anyway i made an effort to be on time, others were late, u let em play. seriously, i'm fine wif that, i'm happy that the late pple got to play, i'm not selfish and sadistic to dat extent, to wish to c pple being punished. but for e effort i put in, u didn't even let me play 1 sec, not even when we're leading, not even 1 sec in e last quater when i couldn't have done that much harm.
and as i was saying, it's not dat not being able to play is something new to me. but it's really e context. i wanted to make sure this whole comp wasn't going to b a waste of my time, so when u were asking us to sign up, i conveniently made an excuse, saying i may be at camp during some duration of e comp, and that mayb shld give e place to someone who cld commit more. mayb i was playing hard-to-get, but i needed some assurance too that i won't just be some bench warmer. so u replied "no. i want u to be in, k?" trust me, dat msg is still in my old hp, to motivate me to go for 3 times a week training.. but now i really don't see e point. i don't really think u meant it in e first place, it was just sweet talk. so now, i feel like a fool, to have wasted my time going down today, for rushing like mad to get to training even when there was only 20 min left yesterday cos SAT ended late. give me a reason to turn up for training tmr nite!
i was attitude after e match, walked off without saying a word after debrief, just felt like being rebelious.
i'm way behind time for strating work tonite, but just wanted to get this out of my head.. hopefully i'll b able to concentrate on wat i'm reading later. thanks for putting up wif this nonsense.
charl
okie so i am next according to deb! basically, my hols are rather boringg now... i been at hm for the past 3 days... but i quite enjoy cox i haven't been at hm for such a long time already... did some mugging but i am not sure if i am being productive cox i think i take lotsa breaks in btw... haha... and i always tend to nap after lunch... it's a bad habit which i shld get rid of! but am not sure how... i figure mayb i shld push back my lunch time... and try to distract myself frm my bed... lol... but next week i will be quite busy... with guitar camp on mon & tues (i am trying to pon the one on tues since they say it's free & easy) and helping out at a kids fiesta camp (wed to fri)! though i am looking forward more to guitar camp... yeah so nth much is happening during the hols yet except that i have suffering frm serious addiction to this channel U korean show... called Stained Glass... it's so bad i wake up everday looking forward to 6pm cox it's the showtime... haha... i feel so stupid being hooked on tv show... mus rid myself of this addiction soon! hopefully, it will wear off soon... and coming to think of it, first week of hols is almost gone...
oh ya... i 've been pondering about the future... and yeah i think it's scary just to think about it... so i shan't burden myself thinking of such stuff though sometimes, i am really curious how things will be like say ten years down the road...
ummmm...
everyone, enjoy ur hols!
love,
*bin
kwa, in case u were wondering how come there are suddenly so many entries, isnt it obvious its cos of ME??? HAHAHA...my presence just motivated everyone else to continue blogging!
oh nway i took the psychometric test on monday oredy..its damn demoralizing..seeing everyone else around you colouring like 150% the number of ur shaded ovals...and if they're gonna base my scholarship application on this test im gonna be the first one kicked out..i was firstly, clearly the slowest around so i had so many uncompleted questions, and secondly i was damn unsure of even the answers to the few completed questions which i spent so much time on! ahh the personality test was horrible too..i realized i dont really know myself that well after all..
in a sense, i think our character is evolving all the time, to fit the image we wish to see ourselves as..and this image is constantly changing as we mature, as our perceptions widen and our mindsets change..haha so personality tests are REDUNDANT!!!
and oh ya kwa i remember! very funny! i remember u said in sec 4 ur grandparents were like pushing forward ur dinner time! to like 530 or sth..haha then we were predicting the time will keep getting earlier and earlier..haha
and xiaogui...i was already MATURE and TALL in primary school! so there wont be a cute, small and innocent me running about! hahahaha nway my primary school very nice right....
and ur mummy a.k.a MY WIFE is very fun to talk to cos she gets amused so easily! haha enghui u should be more youthful and tickled like ur mummy! :D and not feel like burping (?!?) when u're laughing??? hahahha
okie next one to post is ong sai bin!
oh ya i wanted to ask..how come the features for this blog are more advanced ar..for my own blog right..firstly the time is totally off and i have to adjust it manually but its accurate here..and for my own blog i cant seem to have an option to change the font, word size or do other alignment and numbering stuff! how come???
first week of hols
harlow everyone..
was so surprised to see so many entries recently, after this place became stagnant for so long. first week of hols almost gone, so super fast, and i haven't really got anything done. spent most of my days eating actually, amazingly... went for lunch wif my sis yesterday and wif my grandparents on tuesday, turning into an ultimate pig, indulging in food non-stop. but it's nice to go out wif my grandparents for lunch lah, tho they're always in this kan cheong state that lunch is progressively getting earlier.. like adam rd mee rebus at 10.30..lol. tried out e SAT paper yesterday, and realized dat e vocab is impossibly difficult, and no way i'm gonna cram that impossible word list into my head by saturday, so shall be resigned to taking it wif e limited vocab i have. went for e psychometric test today too, which was super long. for those who are going to take it, must do faster k.. esp e math, if not can't finish!.. unless i'm just slow..hmmm..
oeh.. u like e transition metals lecturer? his over-emphasized "sssss" sound into e microphone is irritatingly unbearable! ur class v crazy over him? my whole class can't stand e "ssss" thing and always make fun by imitating him.. quite mean lah, but it's painfully irritating..
i dunno wat i want to do next time too.. of course my parents wld like me to do medicine, tho i still v much have a choice, and my grandparents (both sides) wld luv me to do medicine, but i still dunno lah, nv had this passion for bio. and it seems like we all have to choose some sort of direction soon, esp it goin to try apply overseas.. tho think i'll stay here unless they don't have e course i wanna do here. i'm clueless..
anyway, i'm going to ecp tmr! not that i'm terribly excited bout it.. interact outing, and actually quite lazy to go, just that i have to redeem myself for missing so many interact activities. so just go lah, get some fresh air at e same time i guess..
anyway, shall stop narrating my boring life here, shld go get some work done..and i wanna watch overe hedge..haha.. kk..gtg.. bye!
charl
BOOO!!! hahah i fulfilled my promise oredy k!!! haha and
DEB DUN THINK YOU CAN INTIMIDATE ME JUST BY TYPING BLOCK LETTERS I OSO CAN!!!! MUAHAHA.. haha i dun mind watching Xmen too!! i have this really nice young chem lectirer whos totally obsessed with Xmen and in the past few lecutres he kept showing us trailers of it..at leasta good 10 minutes of spoilers! dunno where he gets from..i tink the whole LT is totally in love with him, as much as he is with Xmen (he was like rubbing his hands together and saying i can wait for it man!) haha well at least i have an inkling of wad it is abt now..some mutated species ravaging the earth and mankind wanting to "cure " them is ithmm today i went aljunied industrial complez to collect hnf shirt..and it was my first time in an industrial buidling like that!!! my mum was joking that it looks like the perfect setting for murder cases..wad with the dank dark smelly corridors and old creaky lifts..and for some reason the social studies chapter on industrial devleopment kept popping to my mind..haha.this must be some low end indutrial building built in the labour intensive years of the 1960s. bleah. haha and i passed by debs pri sch on the way there!! as i stared at the building on the bridge i was trying to visualise a tiny deborah running abt the sch corridors.. HAHAhaiz its late and im typing softly in semidarkness besides my slping father. pardon me if theres bad spelling i cant really see wad im typing..bye bye and jiayou kwa for ur milo cup!!!oeh
