Thursday, June 08, 2006

ahh i feel so guilty! just came online for the first time in days and realised the sudden barrage of entries..i know this is kind of late but i really really hope u are feeling better kwa!!! cheer up..i don't think theres anything i can do to make u feel better at all..but to me u will always be a star player..

hmm..the past few days have really made me guilty..last week i planned such a nice study plan for the hols but i nv really quite got down to following it..and now im a few days behind schedule.. (though i do go jogging HAHA TYZ)..i don't noe why but there seems to be sth terribly wrong with my concentration span..my mind just keeps wandering off even though im staring at the pages..or i stop to play with the clock, do some doodling, or simply daydream..and im experiencing this funny phenomenon that i got during the mugging period for the Os: a lot of old old memories come flooding back to me when i try to study..it sounds ridiculous but its as though my brain is trying to release some memories so that it can withold more information..its proving to be a real distraction though and as the time slips by quickly without my realising i think im going to be seized by some panic attack again..

haha i dun mind meeting upto destress!! but why the beach!!! hahah for unsporty boring outdoor hating me its one of the places i dread most! haha but if u all want to im ok with it..yah my last paper is on 4 july and kwa too, cos its a physics paper. HAIZ..:(

missing u all
oeh