the best friends for life

elloOOOOOOO!!! i wonder if u all will read this... but anyway decided to update here since this has been stagnant for so long! firstly, i am sorry i cldn't hav dinner with u all today... i guess i just wanna say that i am really thankful that i have friends like you whom i can always count on, listen to me when i am down; my grumbles and whining... hmmmm takes u all lotsa patience to do that i guess cox i know sometimes, i repeat stuff that i have already mentioned and still never fail to bring those up when i am feeling increasingly angsty... like lamenting about my sch life and my class... hope it hasn't bore u all to tears! but u all have never once complained about that... though i know it can get irritating cox i myself am frustrated by it! and yeah u all always help me in anyway u all can be it academic wise (fotocopying of all ur notes, or asking u all lotsa qns) or giving me really good advice whenever i feel perturbed and troubled... like when i needed to make a decision or when i needed someone to direct me where to go when i feel all alone and lost... in short, u all are always there for me, no matter what! and that's especially comforting for me during these 2 years (which hasn't been easy for me emotionally)... yeah and here, i also wanna apologise for the times when i were selfish and impatient... and sorry for the times i've caused hurt... but nevertheless, u all are still very forgiving, obliging and accomodating towards... even though sometimes, i think i don't deserve all ur kindness... hmmmmm for all these, i am extremely grateful! i wanna reassure u all that u are indeed my awesome bunch of friends whom i will definitely remember for life! there's no doubt about that... ahh time sure flies! it's been nearly 2 years since we've graduated from nanyang... and now it's going to be time to once again bid goodbye to our jc (really soon)... i feel kinda scared about the future... the uncertainty about everything and the changes that ensue which i know i will need a lot of time before i get used to them... but i guess for now, the most important thing is to focus on the present especially with prelims and As looming! JIAYOU, everyone! i know we can all do it! jus hang in there!!! i believe it will b over very soon and we can then enjoy ourselves... :)

to fish: don be too stressed k! try to relax... (haha... i noe i will b as stressed as u soon) u hav always been consistent so must have faith in youself! u can do it! :) i have great telepathy with u and u always understand me, my worries and troubles... thank you so much! :)

to deb: u are always so cheerful, optimistic and not forgetting cheeky (plus a lil mischievous)! haha... u take everything in ur stride, i really admire u for that! you are always there for me... i enjoy talking to you and u always give me really good advice... can talk to u almost about everything and anything... and most importantly, u make me feel a lot better whenever i am feeling down! :)

to pee buddz: PEE BUDDDZ!!! u are brimming with knowledge! can always ask u about some cheem english terms and gp whenever i hav doubts and u never fail to ans them! and know i hav been asking u for help for my testimonials and boon lay youth club stuff... sorry for troubling u and once again, thanks for all your help! let's JIAYOU for prelims and As! (will remember all the smses we sent to encourage each other during june hols whenever we are both alone and feeling depressed at home...) thanks a million! :)

to kwa: kwa!!! though i don see u as frequently, but i am really glad that we still update each other bout our lives whenever we get the opportunity to... will never forget us swimmming together and those memorable movie treats! they were great stress relievers and make me feel extremely happy! let's meet up again after prelims, yeah? meanwhile, JIAYOU for mugging! :)