which path?
time flies! feb's over already! took a day off from the clinic so i'm basically slacking at home today. was supposed to be productive and think bout wat courses/scholarships i wanna apply and do something about that, but i'm just too lazy! so i ended up surfing the net for things to do for the aust trip.spent the last week at the hospital. saw quite a few interesting surgeries. and realized that blood and needles aren't that bad afterall, at least the sight of them doesn't freak me out so much. so i dunno if i want to do medicine now.. not that i'm sure i can get in in the first place, but not sure if i want to do it all. cos all along i thot i'd do engineering. not that i know exactly wat that's about. just thought it'll be something along the lines of maths and physics, and since i liked that in sch, then i thot engineering will prob be a natural choice. but come to think of it, i liked math and physics cos i am simply lazy. cos those 2 subjects, once u understand, u've kind of got it, unlike bio, have to sit there memorizing facts and making sure it sticks inside. but on the other hand, i'm not very interest in machines and gadgets, it's still a rather guy-ish thing to me. whereas i find bio (only the human part, not plants!) interesting, but didn't really like it cos it's so tedious to study.. so u see where i'm coming from? i dunno whether i'd prefer engineering or med. i kind of think i'll have an easier time studying engineering, but mayb i'd prefer being a doctor rather than an engineer. come to think of it, i don't quite have a choice. cos i only applied for engineering at all the overseas unis, so if i don't get into medicine here, then i don't really have to make a decision (unless i wanna start 1 yr late). if i do (tho unlikely), then i'll just choose when the time really comes..haha
anyway, the hrs at the hospital have been rather nice and short compared to office job, so i've had quite a lot of free time after work, and i've been going out quite a bit too! met one of my bball frens on monday for dinner, watched "just follow law" on tues, it's super funny! went for driving lesson and piano lesson yesterday. driving's fun, just that it was pouring heavily yesterday, which made getting there and back troublesome. meeting up with classmates to discuss our holiday later, and looking forward to meeting you guys on saturday too!
looking forward to hospital attachment wif deb next week. dont know wat i'm going to do after that tho. shld look for a job. shall try to get a more interactive one, no more pure paper work for me. i wanna see pple and talk to pple! at least i wanna learn how to.. i dun wanna remain a hermit for the rest of my life..haha..